This is a post after 3 years!

It has been a long, long time.
Reading the blog makes me laughed... Laughing at silly things I went through
and silly things I wrote about.

For many people, blogging is a place to rant without anyone reading it.

For me, it's the same.
Hopefully after abandoning it for a very long time, nobody remembers this.
And me, I can write whatever I want, ignoring the thought that the content would be offensive... Or whether there's any grammatical mistakes.

Life's too short to care too much ;-)

Felt so much grown up now.
Looking back at life, for the past 26 years I've not achieved much,
but I've definitely learnt much.

My life is no ordinary- the journey is always harder than the rest.
Still, I hold on to my belief that every cloud has its silver lining.
And God has His plans for me (though till now, I'm not sure what it is :P)

Alright, if you so happen to read this (which I doubt so), say HELLOOOOO!

The lonely little girl

I'd love to work with animals

I find it so difficult to work with people. It's probably a better idea to work with animals. At least they don't give you so much unnecessary trouble. Is there something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with the way I handle things? The problem could be myself. I don't know. I don't even know what I am talking about.

I hate being a substitute. I'm not a substitute OK!

Handicapped

Here I am, sitting in front of the monitor in my cubicle, thinking whether i should go for breakfast. HaHaha...

This morning, when I was trying to close my car's door, the keychain was stuck in between, and the 'boy' now is handicapped- hand-less and leg-less...

Prior to that incident, I've made a phone call which took me a lot of courage, however, in the end I was totally rejected...

I guess, God is trying to tell me to let go... Easier said than done, I know it's my choice to not let go, but I know eventually I'll have to...



Dear Father,
Please give me the wisdom and strength to go through this. It's probably one of the hardest thing I've done in my whole entire life, but I know with your guidance I'd be able to make it.

When a same mistake has been repeated over and over again, you'll reach a point where you don't feel guilty about it anymore. You would not know whether what you're doing is wrong or right (actually you do know it's wrong), and it scares you when you're not feeling guilty about commiting the 'crime'- like how you used to feel.

For you, on Valentine's Day

Here I am playing with those memories again, and just when I thought time had set me free, those thoughts of you keep taunting me.
Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew, though each and every part of me has tried.
Only you can fill that space inside- so there's no sense pretending, my heart it's not mending.

Just when I thought I was over you, and just when I thought I could stand on my own,
Oh, baby those memories come crashing through- and I just can't go on without you.
On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone- I've done everything I can to ease the pain but only you can stop the rain...





I just can't live without you, I miss everything about you...

I hate this part

Do you know someone- whom you know you cannot meet, because once you met him, you just can't stop thinking about him?

I know someone who gives me that kind of feeling. And I hate this feeling.