confused ~_~

mei Lee is boring-ing at home...

was supposed to meet my aunt this afternoon, unfortunately she has to go somewhere else this evening...
(my aunt is leaving to Burma soon)

am procastinating in transfering pictures into my slow pc.. hehehehehhehe...
and am very excited about dinner tomorrow! =)

celebrated kembar's birthday yesterday night. really hope she had fun and a memorable birthday, as she always complained she didn't have a happy one previously...
can't upload pictures cause still haven't transfer those into the pc. (being lazy again =p)

sometimes i wonder what type of person i am.
there's this kind of friend whom i don't meet often- due to some misunderstanding, i guess.. but when i found out that they're going through some hard times, i don't know whether i should give her a call to ask her how she's doing, just because i don't do that during "normal days", although in my heart i really want to do it.

maybe i'm just afraid of her response when i call her ... ?
but still, i'm worried... why ar?