"graveyard" day

Going to the workshop to visit WaQoaL feels like going to the graveyard.
I felt like crying, felt like touching it and wanted it to come back so badly.

Almost wanted to buy flowers and buah-buahan.

Waaaaa...~

Wa ai WaQoaL. Bu yao li kai wo.

chinmeilee is taking up a 4-day part-time job next week. she's happy. she feels so productive (finally). =D

she's also going cameron with the girls. happiness increased.

=D

Crazy weather

The weather is crazy.

The workshop fella (a.k.a. Mr TL) is also crazy.

I'm in a terrible mood today.
I don't like browsing through Jobstreet everyday.
I don't like having headache due to the horrible weather.
I dislike the feeling of wanting to travel to get rid of this hot weather, knowing that i have (budget) constraints.
I dislike having to browse through boring websites in order to know what to answer during interviews.
I hate looking for transport to go for interview.
I dislike thinking of what to wear for interview.
I dislike having to call Mr TL everyday to find out how my WaQoaL is doing.
I don't like thinking of where and who I will be in 3 months time.



and I hate spending my last holiday alone.

Finale

Today is Monday, 4th May 2009.

Hahahahahahah!

Which is also the last day I'll be blogging using a "student" status, talking about how boring exam is, how lazy I feel and all the nonsense. Last paper tomorrow- International Finance. And my revision progress is only about 40%- which means I'm supposed to be crying in front of my table/studying really hard.

But COME ON!! It's the last paper and I don't have the mood to study at all. Kept thinking about what to do after the paper, where to go etc etc...

Gosh, suddenly very takut already. My future depends on this paper. (hyperbole)

Dear Hot

You said you needed some entertainment during work?

A-ha, these are specially for you! :)

EntertainED ? =D

Internet banking and I

OK, some of you might think that I am such a 'jakun'.

I just have to admit that I was not 'financially educated', i.e. do not know anything about financial planning etc!

Just learnt about internet banking and stuff like that in... erm, November 2008?

Despite what people might have said about the convenience of internet banking etc...

I just have to say that it causes my account balance to decrease to a state where... argh, just like Gaza.

don't understand?
don't ask meeee! :p

Have you every felt that you're already at the lowest point of your life, although you've just turned 22? Having the feeling that you're capable in doing nothing, you've got no brain, no beauty, no boobs, no bum... Feeling emotional and depressed all the time, PMS-ing 24/7 (P= both Pre and Post, maybe D also- During) Knowing that you need to seek treatment from a psychiatrist, getting all the "Anti-Depression" pills, feeling like staying away from everyone... It's quite easy to feel this way, especially if your life revolves around the same thing, i.e. study, work, study and work... You won't even feel like meeting your friends cause you'll be so embarassed of yourself, knowing that comes out from your mouth does not make sense 'cause you have no brain, don't want to buy new clothes 'cause you know you won't look nice in it, not having the courage to try new things cause you're too afraid to fail again... It's easy to tell others to stay positive, but when it comes to yourself it's totally a different story. Especially with the economic downturn, and you're graduating soon knowing that there'll be a contribution to the percentage of unemployed graduates......

Random...

SIGH...



It has been such a long time. I've abandoned my boring blog because my life is too boring to be "blogged". HAHHAHAHAHAHa... *lame*



IT'S NEW SEMESTER ALREADY!!! - which is my final semester (if no retake of courses is required). Feeling a little funny- lazy, excited etc etc. I guess no one will read this post anyway, since this blog have been abandoned for quite some time. So let me just crap something here, hee hee!



Ask me about my holiday?
Hmmmm...
This is a holiday with the most ups and downs. I think I kinda lost something very important during the holidays, to be more specific, towards the end of my holiday. Well, my mistake again. I'm not doing anything about it, just don't have the courage. Hmmm... Better not elaborate more on this issue.

Not feeling well today- Sorethroat, cough, flu etc... So far lectures have not been interesting this semester, have not met any good lecturers, stupid UM system driving me crazy, blur admin staff driving me nuts too...

Guess I will not be updating this very often too. Oh, let me wish these people:

GAN LI !!! GGL for internship!
MKP !!! Add oil for finals!
CML !!! Start shopping for CNY already! Haa Haa !!


That's all for now. Take care everyone. :)