seriously

what is the point of being friends now, knowing that there is a possibility of not talking to each other one day?

what is the point of caring about your family so much when they are not doing the same?

what is the point of trying so hard to drive carefully, and still could not avoid accidents?

what is the point of trying to lie to your relatives about whether you are going travelling or not?

what is the point of waiting when there are so much pain, patience and tears involved?

what is the point of trying to be nice to everyone when they don't appreciate what you're doing?

what is the point of trying your best in everything you do, but still don't managed to achieve what you want?

what's the point?
tell me, what is the point?




it's just pointless.

"graveyard" day

Going to the workshop to visit WaQoaL feels like going to the graveyard.
I felt like crying, felt like touching it and wanted it to come back so badly.

Almost wanted to buy flowers and buah-buahan.

Waaaaa...~

Wa ai WaQoaL. Bu yao li kai wo.

chinmeilee is taking up a 4-day part-time job next week. she's happy. she feels so productive (finally). =D

she's also going cameron with the girls. happiness increased.

=D

Crazy weather

The weather is crazy.

The workshop fella (a.k.a. Mr TL) is also crazy.

I'm in a terrible mood today.
I don't like browsing through Jobstreet everyday.
I don't like having headache due to the horrible weather.
I dislike the feeling of wanting to travel to get rid of this hot weather, knowing that i have (budget) constraints.
I dislike having to browse through boring websites in order to know what to answer during interviews.
I hate looking for transport to go for interview.
I dislike thinking of what to wear for interview.
I dislike having to call Mr TL everyday to find out how my WaQoaL is doing.
I don't like thinking of where and who I will be in 3 months time.



and I hate spending my last holiday alone.

Finale

Today is Monday, 4th May 2009.

Hahahahahahah!

Which is also the last day I'll be blogging using a "student" status, talking about how boring exam is, how lazy I feel and all the nonsense. Last paper tomorrow- International Finance. And my revision progress is only about 40%- which means I'm supposed to be crying in front of my table/studying really hard.

But COME ON!! It's the last paper and I don't have the mood to study at all. Kept thinking about what to do after the paper, where to go etc etc...

Gosh, suddenly very takut already. My future depends on this paper. (hyperbole)