rabbit from airport

once upon a time...

there was this girl, followed her family to the airport (which she forgot which one.. most probably Subang Airport), to send her cousin off to US

when her relatives were buying chocolates from a shop, where they also sell souvenirs etc...

she saw this cute rabbit hanging outside the shop...

born in the year of Rabbit, of course she wanted to buy it... (silly reason)

" mummy mummy can i buy it?? "

(first option will always be mummy although chances of succeeding is super low...)

" N-O.. NOOOO"

"mummy please....."

" no, it's so expensive here. we'll try going somewhere else to buy ok? "

"please...."

"i said NO!"

( mothers are always like that =p )

feeling disappointed, she went infront of the shop to "mogok", and squatted there, looking at the rabbit. (pretending la, hoping her mummy will give up and finally buy it for her)

and started crying... (this is real)

few minutes later, daddy comes over...

(YESH!acting successful!)

" girl, daddy buy it for u... "

yes!!! thanks daddy! *mata menjeling towards mummy, feeling proud*


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that was many many years back...

hmmm.. even now i don't know where i placed my little rabbit. wanted to take a picture of it, but really have no idea where it is..
perhaps it happened too many years back, I almost forgotten about this incident.
until mummy told me this morning :)
and she said, at that time my daddy didn't have much money (times were tough back then)
but he bought it for me because i liked it so much...

and now..
we are planning to purchase a car for my use..
and many things need to be taken into consideration (mainly financial matters)..

mummy was against the idea..

but daddy said, once i want something, if they don't buy it for me, i will not give up...

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i was speechles after hearing it...

and then i realised...



he is trying really hard...

i've been tagged, too! :)

Layer 1: On the Outside
Name: Chin Mei Lee
Birth Date: 14th Oct 1987
Current Status: Not single, unsure.
Eye Color: Black...? too small to be seen :p
Hair Color: grrrr.. hate this question. yellowish-red and damaged brown.

Layer 2: On the Inside
My Heritage: Chinese.
My Fears: Feeling lonely.
My Weaknesses: too many to be listed here...
My Perfect Pizza: hawaiian chicken ?

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thoughts waking up: i don't want to go uni...
My bedtime: not consistent, but will sleep whenever i can! =p
My Most Missed Memory: too many to be listed down also

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonald's or Burger King: McD
Single or Group Dates: prefer single
Adidas or Nike: nike, aiming for a pair of shoes! :)
Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee: cappucino

Layer 5: Do You...
Smoke: NO. and never will.
Curse: curse, er er..... yes..sometimes...
Take a Shower: if i say no, will u still come closer to me?
Have a Crush: nope, hopefully not in the future also
Go to School: no, go uni... ekkekekeke
Want to Get Married: yes, badly
Believe in Yourself: never, one of my weaknesses
Think You're a Health Freak: no, unfortunately that is almost the last thing on my priority list.

Layer 6: In the Past
Gone to the Mall: yes, i HAD to cause entrance to my workplace is in KLCC :p
Been on Stage: yessss, doing strip dance. jk =D
Eaten Sushi: yup, bored of it sometimes.
Dyed Your Hair: er, yes.. regretted :(

Layer 7: Have You Ever...
Played a Stripping Game: no, but don't mind trying with my girls =D bertuah korang...
Changed Who You Were to Fit In: Honestly? i did, and sometimes it's tough.

Layer 8: Age You're Hoping to...
Get Married: definitely after 25... maybe 27. honeymoon 1 year. first child at 29. another child at 30. one girl and one boy. PERFECT. =)

Layer 9: In a Guy
Best Eye Color: should i care ...? but i do hope he has bigger eyes than i do :)
Best Hair Color: anything which suits him, and he's comfortable in it.
Short or Long Hair: anything that suits him also, and he's also comfortable in it.

Layer 10: What You Were Doing
A Minute Ago: just answered a call.
An Hour Ago: bathing.
Four and a Half Hours ago: had dinner to celebrate lu ee's birthday. had a terrible and emotional talk with someone very important to me.
A Month Ago: having dinner back in kuching :) missed those mangoes.
A Year Ago: hmmm... in hostel. maybe mamak-ing, or staying up late for activities :(

Layer 11: Finish The Sentences
I love: God, friends, family, him.
I feel: depressed, confused.
I hate: many things.
I hide: many things too, more than u can imagine.
I miss: girls hanging out in shopping mall few years back, with everyone there. sitting and just talk for few hours. i want everyone to be there..
I need: to have a good sleep. i don't want to wake up in the middle of the night and can't stop thinking.

Layer 12: Tag 7 People
yeen
ai leng
amanda
caryn
kit
okh
eu lin

especially for you

this post is dedicated to someone i've known for yearssssss...


his name is Sing Loong...


muahahahahahaa...~



few months back he sent me this package containing pirated VCD. hahah no lar, it's actually some stuff he burnt for me. (covering so that he won't get caught)



and few weeks later...

look closely...

IT'S TERMITES !!!

thanks sing loong, hebat lar you, can send me termites from Australia =p

kekekeke just kidding. thanks a lot =)

stop it

it's already a bad habit to compare...

and it's worse to compare with someone you shouldn't compare yourself with...

but i can't help it...

and it's torturing me...



i feel lost.

it's like i'm having it, and the truth is i don't...

the story of my silly coursemates

during Malaysian Economics class...

PART 1 - briefing on assignment

lecturer : you must have your introduction...abstract....appendix....

me : i don't have appendix.. (of course i know what appendix he meant)

eu lin : what, you've cut them away ?

!!!


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PART 2 - Copying notes

Research and Development
Innovation : resource management, techniques...bla bla bla... ANIMAL HUSBANDRY

!!! ~_~

1 : what the hell is animal husbandry?

2 : is it some animal match-maker or something like that?

3 : why not call it animal wifey?

4 : maybe a process of finding a husband for an animal ???

=D

Animal husbandry is the looking after and breeding of animals, particularly livestock.
Examples of animal husbandry are:
Beekeeping
Dog breeding
Farming
Horse breeding

source : http://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/Animal_husbandry


sigh... UM STUDENTS... o.O

desire....................?

desire = RM 44,200

o.O "

stupid creature

you guys ar, if we girls don't get angry or merajuk, you won't care about us as much as you did when we're angry.

*moment of silence*

and when we are angry or merajuk you people say women are troublesome.

*moment of silence again*

and why are you keeping quiet? you agree with what i've said ???
(expecting a big NO)

hehehehehehhe... (laughing guilty-ly)

.... MEANS WHAT ?!

how can i say anything? what you said is right what...

O.o"

means you human, namely lelaki won't care about us if we're not angry or in a bad mood??? sayang-ed us like diamond in the beginning of relationship, and treat us like this halfway through the relationship....? fine, i promise i will try my best to be angry all the time! *pout*

.............

i hate guys. ops, i mean those in a relationship. ops, i mean the one i am with.

my terrible-est morning

as usual, chin mei lee wants to be a hardworking girl and got up early to attend 8am lecture...

so she rushed out to get a cab...

and got into the train...

jeng jeng jeng...

tiba-tiba...

upon leaving Maluri station (i was on Ampang line, and in STAR LRT, incase some of you might not know)..

the LRT stopped.

chin mei lee tried to remain calm, although she was really rushing...

few seconds later...

TINGGGGG !!!

blackout.

tak pe tak pe.. it will be OK soon, meilee said to herself.

TINGGGGG again!!

isk, engine sudah mati o.O

chinmeilee started to panic addy. oh please don't do this to me, i still want to see yeen, she's waiting for me at home. i don't want to leave my friends and family... and i haven't cut my hair, spend enough money, get married, have kids......

okok, jokes aside. LRT broke down. ^%#%%$^%$&^&#

besides being takut + tension + panic a bit la, this aunty standing behind me was doing her own "Chinese-edition news report"

"aiyah, it tit LRT yi chin san san mou wai, i ga gau jor wai wai tei"
(aiyah this LRT, last time new new won't spoil, now old already starting to rosak.
"ying koi hai tin chi ge man tai, yu ko em hai chun bou LRT em yuk tak"
(should be the generator problem, if not all the LRT cannot function)

and then Malay version...
" aiyoh ini LRT ah, selalu losak oh. haiyah ini macam tak buleh oh, manyak lambat oh!"

and then Mandarin version..
"bu ke yi liao, zhen tian huai"
(cannot like this, always spoil)- sorry for the bad pinyin/translation though =p

AUNTY, it's crowded enoughhhhhhhhhh !!! O.o"

anyway, everyone got to go down from the train. Maluri station suddenly turned into Petaling Street. overcrowded is the right word. it takes about half an hour before another train comes, and somehow they connected them, and make the train at the back pushes the one infront. when meilee looked at her watch...

YAYYYY !!! it's 8.05am!!! i'm officially late for my first class!!!

while waiting for the next train, i.. er maybe everyone at the station were entertained by a lady who is not working for RapidKL, asking everyone to stand behind the yellow line. and everyone actually followed her instruction. she even scolded the train itself, for not moving -_-"

"i go lui yan, chi sin geh... yau em hai yi dou zhou kung"
(this lady crazy wan er, not like she's working here also)

then why you even bother to listen to her instruction, AUNTY ???!!!

so i took my own sweet time for my 10am class.

haiyah, why this post like tak menjadi. i was thinking about posting this the whole day, which made me didn't concentrate in class. when it comes out, hmmm.. outcome not as expected. it is supposed to be funny gar ~_~

and i'm suffering from sorethroat now =(

expectation

out of 100%, how much are you willing to give to a person (your partner, family or even friends), and how much are you expecting in return ?

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i was once asked this question, and my answer was- i am willing to give 50%, and i expect 50% from him.

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i guess this is a common answer that most of us will give.

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according to the person who asked me, if we want to leave happily, we should try to give 100%, and expect 0%. therefore if the opposite side treats us well, we will be delighted because we expect nothing, and when something comes in it will be a bonus for us.

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which i fully agree, totally makes sense for me.

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i tried my very best to treat everyone around me well, maybe it doesn't seem that way for the others but i can happily tell myself i've done my best. erm.. maybe not to certain people whom i dislike. i'm a very straight-forward person... to people i dislike. i will choose to not speak to them, or even greet them.

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i guess everyone's patience has a limit. to a certain extend i will tend to feel tired of just giving but not receiving anything. maybe in between the process i might have done something wrong, but hey, i'm only a normal human.

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by not getting anything in return is already bad enough, the worse thing is get certain treatment you dislike, and you just gotta bear with it because you appreciate the other person so much, no matter how nasty she can be to you.

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i always thought the only way to make myself happy is to treat others well, and seeing them happy is my biggest reward. maybe this applies in a short term. after a while, people tend to forget what you've done and everything shall go in vain.

pengsan-ed

my main purpose of posting this is to tell all of you that I'm not feeling sleepy today!

waAkKKKAkakkkkKAKAKAa...~

the time now is 11.47pm. going to bed soon. ZZzzzzZZz...

i don't know what to do, seriously I still haven't got my study mood back (of maybe I didn't have it all this while)

this semester is a hectic one; although I've said this a zillion times but I still want to remind everyone that I don't have break this semester, even mid-sem break !!!

which explains why I'm desperately looking for a place to go now, since tutorials have not started. Feeling so old now, looking at the first years, carrying their eye bags, thanks to the one-week orientation =) - ketawakan orang, like last time I didn't have those...

I just want to tell Ai Leng that I L-O-V-E her, although I know she won't be reading this. I need you to come back, and go shop with me. and I really liked it when you encouraged me to buy more stuff, you know =) - so know you know where I get my shopping "genes" from (blame it on others mei Lee...)

p/s : do drop me some comments lar, always also "0 comments". like very obvious don't have anyone viewing my blog... although it's true, but try not to make it so obvious for me.....please? *shinning eyes + muka kesian*

ops, this is called muka bodoh o.O"

mmm...

FRUSTRATED !!!

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FRUSTRATED !!!

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FRUSTRATED !!!

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is all I'm feeling now ! *_*

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How would you feel if you sincerely want to offer your help to someone, and that person "thank" you by being irresponsible, in the end you gotta pay for the price ???

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HAH !!

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that's the price to pay for trying to be nice !

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aiyah, just kidding la. erm, not really.

but it's over so I don't want to make a big fuss out of it. Thank God everything is settled, and I can finally sleep soundly tonet, opps tonight!

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chinmeilee is very tired after a looooong day of class today.

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watched Cheer 2007 yesterday on 8TV.

and I'm really missing the times when we went to support Shirtliff few years back.

the cheering, the sweat, the criticizing of other school's team especially Xavier (ops, no offence) etc etc.

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was suprised when Shirtliff emerged as the 1st runner-up this year, thought SBU never took part in cheerleading competition addy ~_~

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oh yeah !

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have you ever heard of this sentence ?

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"wah how she drive wan ar, this driver must be a lady"

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i bet you people heard of it before, and most probably have said this sentence before.

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OK, I might not be a driver...... yet.

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but that's discrimination !

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unfair to us, ladies, isn't it ??

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ok, if a male saying it, I can still accept with a little anger....

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but a female saying it ....?

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kutuk spesis sendiri !!!

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CANNOT ACCEPT LARH~!

the green book

today is Hari Terbang = Flyday = Friday = Jumaat = pai mm = xin qi wu

was trying to tidy the room, when suddenly i saw this medium sized box i received about a year ago; I clearly remember I received that with a lot of disappointment.

i opened it, and took out a green notebook which is fully written by myself.... i thought...

when i was flipping through the book, I accidentally saw a very familiar writing that I have not seen for quite some time...

to my suprise, the writer was dedicating those for me, but the writer didn't want me to read those in the first place. maybe the writer forgotten to tear those 2 pages off.

Fated? after a year of keeping the book, I just got to realise about that today.

I know I shouldn't feel anything, I shouldn't be disturbed because things are over. perhaps being sentimental is female's nature, I tend to recall lots of memories this afternoon.
but no matter what is it, I want to thank the writer, from the bottom of my heart- for everything that have been done for me and also apologise for everything that I've caused.

maybe he thinks I was happy all this while, and never cared about the past. truth is, I did and will do. those are memories that will never be gone, because they left footprints in my heart.
and I truly enjoyed that period of time, which is definitely not short.

I guess the best thing about blogging is that you can let that someone know what you want to tell, but at the same time it's not so direct; and irresponsibly speaking, you don't have to be responsible for your words.

many mistakes are done in the past, and I do know the only way to correct those is to appreciate what I have now, and ensure my own happiness, so that your sacrifices are worthwhile. I do know how much you've sacrificed and suffered, although you might think I don't know a single thing. a small "thanks" is surely not sufficient, but one thing which I want you to know, I'll try my best to live my live happily, make the best out of everyday... because I know that's what you're hoping to see...

I know I can never get what I used to have in the past, perhaps this is one of the main reason I'm missing those so much, and in a way made me appreciate every single thing that have been done for me, someone who doesn't worth all those things...




still, from the bottom of my heart...
thanks...

a confession

I have a confession to make.





This is something very serious, and I can be jailed for doing this.





So please, don't report this to the police, or I'd die *uek*

I stole this from yuanlih =p

This is what we (Expressionless and the forever beautiful-pretty-attractive-cute-etc etc=Mei Lee) did when we were on the way back to KL from Kuching :p

and another thing to confess...

until today the "Kuching post" is still not uploaded.

Let me tell you my story...

I wanted to do it according to days but... I think I sort of forgotten @ got mixed up what we did in that 3 days.

And reading YL's post doesn't help *kekekekkeekekkeke*

haiyah. how ar? *confused* ~_~

my first day

"sui lui, have u packed your bag?"
"can u actually paint your nails when u're going to school?"
"red hair can go school meh??? teacher won't scold meh???"

O.o"

HAHAHAHAHA !
script writer : wong lai kiew a.k.a Mrs Chin @ chinmeilee's mum!
my mum is really humourous, just like her daughter, hor? *wink*
(i bet she doesn't know i'm studying in a UNIVERSITY!) =(

yes dear my beloved fansSSss..
chin mei lee is now on the way, pursuing her degree course, now in second year, which she herself doesn't know where it'll lead her to. (her course, that is)

wow, imagine on my name card -

Datin Chin Mei Lee

Bachelor of Arts in Economics and Administration (specialising in Finance)

* future Ms Universe

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WAKAKAKAKAKKKKKAa....!

i'm so the funny~

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nah, just trying to make myself look silly. cause i don't look or sound silly on normal days, right? kekekekekekeke..

anyways, was very reluctant to go back for classes after such LoooOOOooooOOOnnnnnGGGggg holiday = 2 months.

to make matter worse, my first class started at 8am, which means i gotta wake up at 6am! ~_~

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but the feeling of reaching uni was good; it's like during secondary school time, after a long holiday. u see everyone, most changed their hairstyle, some shifted out and not staying in hostel anymore, some ponteng class (which is what i'm planning to do tomorrow) bla bla bla...

but i had a good time today, despite lecturers went MIA, and some boring intro *yawn*

and waited for my class to start for about 3 hours, and finally the lecturer "repay" my patience by not turning up for class ~_~ HIDUP UM !!!!!

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chin mei lee went to meet aunt and uncle, whom both leaving to Myanmar for some business trip. gonna be missing them a lot. to make the "visit" more ""interesting"", did a "pre-visit" to MNG since there's further reduction!!! can u see that? it's FURTHER REDUCTION !!! (oh kian hong sweating)

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and sorry Mo, couldn't send u off. sigh.

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ok, since i've got NO class tomorrow *ahem*, i'm gonna sleep early also!

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and i just (erm, actually not just, long time ago addy) realised i really have difficulties finding a good pair of jeans, due to imbalance bontot and pinggang. o.O

i was feeling all happy, thankful and all the good feelings after attending kit's birthday yesterday night. To add into my happiness, i had a great "bonding session" with yl and gg after the dinner yesterday, when we were chatting through MSN.
and that changes my roundabout name to Bulatan Nancy Chin Julie Andrews FFK The Chin Baby Bond :)
(for your information this roundabout name was formed by few of us who went to Kuching, after "witnessing" the longest roundabout name i've ever seen = Bulatan Datuk Menteri Abang Haji Muhammad Zin bin Haji Salleh), and i'm serious about this roundabout in Kuching.

i just want to thank God for giving me such wonderful and understanding friends, really. may God bless them all.

today is my second last day of my 2-months holiday.
so far i'm satisfied with my "accomplishment" during the past 2 months; well, i didn't do A LOT of things but at least i did some of the things i wanted to do :)

was feeling all happy today- going for work, having buffet after work, camwhoring with fellow colleagues and finally going for special screening of Die Hard 4.0, watching my hot Maggie Q =D

but even a few words can turn my mood upside down...

i just need people to understand, and try to stand in my shoes.
sometimes things happen not in the way i want them to be.
i'm suffering as well, it's just that i didn't show it to everyone.

but does it mean i'm at fault?

i do care about what others think of me. while trying my best to compromise in certain things, i'm actually having a tough time getting used to certain changes. but why must people keep blaming me when they don't get to do the things they want?

i just wanna burst.
i can't tell this to anyone, not anyone at all. others might things that i'm over-sensitive. but sometimes some words might not sound offensive to the others, but it can hit me right on the soft point.
i can't tell him, i might add to his burden.
i can't take this anymore...

what should i do?
should i just do my stuff, and don't care about what others think?
or should i listen to what others said, and cry myself to sleep?

i can't think of anything, my gastric pain is killing me.

fong sai yuk's bRIThday

FONG SAI YUK = FONG SE VON
that's what i've been calling her since we were in primary school, hehe! =)

she's now studying dentistry in australia, and we've been friends since we were in primary school.

i remember us being best friends in primary school- Ying Yie, Mei Theng, Se Von and I. perhaps because we were PTS students, but 3 of them always got much better result than I got, hmphhh !

anyways, yesterday night we were planning for a birthday celebration for Se Von, as she's back for holiday (and will be flying back this Sunday). everyone was QUITE punctual, EXCEPT for kitzzzz and jonzzzzz (hehehehe), Sophie (but i will forgive her cause she's gorgeous) and the winner is HOO YUAN LIH. her excuse? she was too tired that she took a nap, and overslept. reach Rendezvous at 8pm when we promised to meet at 7pm *pout*

but nevermind la, since u looked so gorgeous also yesterday, i will forgive u, hehe! =D

so while waiting...

CAMWHORING SESSION!!! =D

fong sai yuk and fei mau, wakakaka i hate to say this- 2 gorgeous but funny lady

so we asked the live band on the er, stage to dedicate birthday song while we brought out the cake for sai yuk.i THINK she was suprised; according to her she expected only a dinner but not a birthday celebration.

YL : u think we're so bad meh ?
SV : (thinking: yalo) eh nola nola!

everyone! =)

the reason why i name this post as 'fong sai yuk's bRIThday' ?

not because i dunno how to spell bIRTHday, kekekekekekekee..

because we gave her a card, which written HAPPY BRITHDAY on it instead of BIRTHDAY to her.. kekekekekeke anyways, we gave her a scarf and hat in purple, dunno whether she liked it la! but yeen and i like it a lot lo! hehe! =)

went yam cha with william, char siew and eric after that. haven't been meeting william for the past 5 years, he changed so much! o.O

shopping + birthday celebration + yamcha session = happy but tired mei Lee =)

love is a funny thing...

this guy friend and girl friend of mine, they've been together for more than 5 years i think...

the guy is a very, VERY talkative person. my first impression towards him- noisy, suka kacau orang, chi cha (but unexpectedly he still tak tahu malu-ly calls me "chicken butt", because he thinks that i'm noisy, too)

the girl? hmmm.. a well known leng lui in this er.... place =) (very hard for me to praise somebody, i hope she doesn't know i'm talking about her when she reads this *wink*)

somehow i get to talk to the guy more often than the girl (due to his kepohchi-ness of course).
he complains about his girlfriend sometimes. (aiyah you know la, typical boyfriend complaining about his girlfriend)

i've always thought they have this problem between them, due to different lifestyle and expectations, i guess. and as we all know, when a couple have been together for quite some time, different problems will occur...

but on this very hot night, i went to this guy's friendster, and saw testimonials (they call it comments now) his girlfriend left for him...
she wrote about every single things her boyfriend did for her, which obviously touched her heart...

suddenly, i was feeling really sweet, for them of course.
i mean, you should look at the guy's face when he complains about things he has to do for the girl, and the "unhappy-face" the girl has everytime the guy did something wrong.

but deep inside, they loved each other so much.

perhaps i think too much, or i didn't get to express my thoughts very well here; but truthfully, from the bottom of my heart, i feel very happy for them =)
i seriously can't wait to attend their wedding dinner (if i'm invited la~)

to the both of you, if you're reading this, just want you both to know you guys are my "inspiration". muahahahahaha..~ seriously! wishing both of you long lasting happiness and bahagia-ness *hugs*

[ picture of Cupid ]

* kenot find la, try to imagine la!~

confused ~_~

mei Lee is boring-ing at home...

was supposed to meet my aunt this afternoon, unfortunately she has to go somewhere else this evening...
(my aunt is leaving to Burma soon)

am procastinating in transfering pictures into my slow pc.. hehehehehhehe...
and am very excited about dinner tomorrow! =)

celebrated kembar's birthday yesterday night. really hope she had fun and a memorable birthday, as she always complained she didn't have a happy one previously...
can't upload pictures cause still haven't transfer those into the pc. (being lazy again =p)

sometimes i wonder what type of person i am.
there's this kind of friend whom i don't meet often- due to some misunderstanding, i guess.. but when i found out that they're going through some hard times, i don't know whether i should give her a call to ask her how she's doing, just because i don't do that during "normal days", although in my heart i really want to do it.

maybe i'm just afraid of her response when i call her ... ?
but still, i'm worried... why ar?

birthday, again...

seLamat HaRijaDi

tO my

"so-caLLed kemBar"

cHin mei Ling !

i hate the fact that everybody says we look alike.

....do We ??? ~_~

tried to hard to find a better where i can look prettier than her, but... can't deny the fact she's much more photogenic than I am *pout*

she's celebrating her 23rd birthday tomorrow (4th july) muahahahaha sungguh tua! so wish that she can be more hardworking lo this year, and faster get married so that i can rampas the room!!!!! *wicked laugh* =D

quiz time !!!

guess who's this?

my sis ? or it's me?

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=D

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=)

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iT's actuaLLy my SIS !!!

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GOTCHA !!!

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it's me la, like that also cannot recognise. how to be my friend ?? ~_~

when you're gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

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When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

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I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

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When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

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We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

adios!

dui bu chi dui bu chi...

sorry my dear supporter.. ekkekekekekekekekekkeke (forgive me for being so perasan)

i've been to kuching for the previous week, so didn't have time to update my lame blog.

took lotssssss of pictures, hoping that i can upload everything here, but i think i'm having difficulties in using blogspot.. muahahahaha...~

anyways...

haPPy biRthday

to mY dEar SE VON ! =)

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yup yup.. she's back =) and we're supposed to be celebrating her birthday tonight. unfortunately it has got to be postponed to wednesday night.

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may all your wishes come true girl.. love ya lots =)

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i was shock when my friends asked me to read another friend's blog.

she actually wrote about another friend, not in a good way of course. it scares me to see a friend writing about another person that way, what i mean is; is that necessary?

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come on, no matter how much you hate one person, do not judge her by her family background. i still can accept it if she writes about it without mentioning my friend's name but, with her name posted...?

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i'm not against this particular friend of mine, just disagree with what she wrote. i think everyone deserves a second chance. not everyone is so lucky to be born in a good family, she doesn't have a choice either.