it's Sunday now, time is 01:27 am.

feeling exhausted after having a "short" badminton session. haha I'm seriously getting old, can't even stand after playing for 20 minutes.

many things are playing on my mind now- coming test on Monday which I haven't started studying at all, some other things... which I think might sound too petty for most of you.

I'm inspired to write something about this l-o-v-e thing.

people told me that in love, there's no wrong or right.
sometimes when we hear something, it might sound totally wrong for us. we might ask "how can she do this?" "don't he have a girlfriend.."

but,

try being in their shoes.

I think when somebody is in love, they will definitely be blinded. most of the time, they realise what they are doing is wrong, but the "love" thing forces them to continue what they're doing, despite what people say about them.

I feel sorry for these people, and sometimes even admire them for being determined to be with someone they love. It's not easy, but I think in the end, it's the happiness (maybe not) and being with the person they love that counts.

good luck :)

it's all coming back to me now

I've been through it...


although it was very tough, I'm happy and relieved that I've gone through it...


I thought it will never happen again.


I was really happy for a few days...


but now...


it's happening again, and I'm not sure I can go through this again...

perhaps, the best way to be loved by someone is by loving people around them.

but, sometimes it's just not enough...

my new "best" friend

I would love to introduce my newly-found best friends, who have been with me throughout previous weeks- day and night.

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even when I'm sleeping I dream of them.

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when I eat I eat with them infront of me.

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they are definitely man's best companion.

not forgetting the datelines...

in case you're wondering, it's my lecturer's face on the calendar

to remind me of her 24/7.

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O.o "

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I'm going to name my first son Cournot, second one Stackelberg and youngest son Bertrand. no girls' name...... yet.

(in case you're wondering again, those are names of models in my microeconomics assignment)

sigh.

S.O.S.

*yawn*

I'm doing my assignment.

and I don't feel like doing it. (who feels like doing assignment lar Ms. Chin)

malasnyer...



have you heard of the song "I finally found someone" by Bryan Adams and ???
( I have no idea of who's that ??? )


I think it will be a perfect wedding song.

listening to it makes me feel like getting married *muaHAHhhahaHa!*

download it :)

people say...


absence makes the heart grow fonder.


actually, will it be...





out of sight, out of mind?

i miss u, rui min and que

back in my first year, i had 2 roommates.

Que, first year, studying Counselling

Rui Min, fourth year, studying Ecology and Biodiversity.

honestly, I didn't like Que in the first place because she looked fierce.

and I didn't like Rui Min either, because she entered the room late and dump all my worn trouses on my bed (I was using her cupboard before she came in)

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but after months of staying together (despite the fact that I go home every week), we treated each other like own family members, and they were there for me everytime I need them-

I was having a tough time getting used to the university environment, always falling sick without my mum's "leong sui" (herbal tea), they took really good care of me :)

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from right: Rui Min, Que and I during the CC trip.

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I wrote this and pasted it on our board in the room, Que wrote the "u dun perasan" thingy :)

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I've moved out from hostel in my second semester (for some personal reasons), and Rui Min moved out cause she finished her course, leaving Que alone in the room. (but she finally moved into another room with another friend)

today...

Rui Min is graduating after 4 years of studying.

and I didn't attend her convocation.

I'm sorry dear, diarrhoea didn't come at the right time.

I'm so sorry...

and thank you so much for taking care of us (Que and I) during the time we stayed together.

you've been like a big sister to us, and will always be.

Fatimah is dedicating this post to beloved Lee Yoke Que and Panda Rui Min.

*hugs and kisses*

i miss you.

just tell me that u miss me :p

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY


sorry everyone, for not updating the blog and make you suffer by missing me... kekekeke


have been busy with tests, pilling up assignment (er, actually this is not very true cause i haven't really started :p ), working, sleeping, eating etc etc..



and driving lessons perhaps...??? =)



this shall lead you to my very first update... =)

JENG JENG JENG !!!

wish came true i think :)

but it is still not on the road yet, chinmeilee is having her driving lessons with daddy (again, and for your information i'm not a P license holder anymore!). hmm, need some courage to drive again i guess.

truthfully, I'm just feeling so thankful. after being a parasite for uncountable years, I am finally driving on my own! :) taking this golden opportunity to thank my ex-driverSsss.. I shall repay you guys.. hehehe

happy belated birthday EXPRESSIONLESS Chia :)

we had a wonderful dinner that night, and expressionless, you looked beautiful that night :)

ok, this gives me an opportunity to announce something.

remember the disaster I was telling you? (refer to previous post)

as you can see in the picture, I did cut my hair... this time it's really short (for my standard)

although many say I don't really look good in it..

and I even got names like Cleopatra, Ms. Egypt, China doll, Japanese Doll etc etc..

but I'm glad I had the courage to chop it off! :)

and now I'm really missing my long hair, just gotta keep waiting for a year, I suppose.

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ok, 3 updates in one post, I'm good hoh?

ngek ngek ngek =D

and gan li, I'm still aLive! wo siang nian ni :(