mei lee pick up something from the dustbin...

and pick up another used wrapping paper from the dustbin as well...

quickly wrapped the "present" as the boy is busy with the pc...

"Merry Christmas! :) "

"oh so sweet! :) thanks :))"

*giggles - Yes! sudah masuk trap!*

*waiting for him to unwrap*

*wait..*

*still waiting*

*finally he unwrapped it! ready to laugh*

GOTCHA !!!
hahahahahahhaahhaa....

hahahahahaha...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

(this is called non-stop silly laughing)

mr. oh : "eh, i knew it addy la. i saw u taking something out from the dustbin... GOTCHA hahahahahah"

mei lee: . . . . .



anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! :)

sorry for not updating though, computer in the hospital. kena virus bodoh :(

have a wonderful Christmas, and remember, it's all about Jesus.

:)

... I'm sorry for not trusting you.
I shouldn't have said those few words, which I believe have hurt you terribly..
I just don't know what I can do- to let you know that I'm really sorry...

interesting aspects of life :)

1. Money doesn't create man, but it is the man who created the money.

2. Live your life as simple as you are.

3. Don't do what others say, just listen them- and do what you feel good.

4. Don't go on brand name; just wear those things you feel comfortable.

5. Don't waste your money on unnecessary things; just spend on them who really in need rather.

6. Afterall it's your life- why give chance to others to rule our life :)

Inspirational?

>

Not by me.

>

Hehe..

>

By Warren Buffet,

the second richest man who donated $31 billion to the charity.

sayonara

I know I'm going to have fun, meet new people, gain new experience...

but I hate going through the packing part! o.O"

ladies and gentlemen,

chin mei lee is about to attend the National Leadership Development Seminar (NLDS) for 5 days and 4 night. (5th - 9th Dec)
(wow, it has been reeeeally long since I've attended anything)

have the feeling that I'm going to get homesick -_-"

sorry for not updating the blog though, been quite busy lately- holiday-ing mah~ :p

take care manusia'sss! :)

dear Yuan Lih

to my dear Yuan Lih,

these are your favourite tissue packets...

Die another day = Just Another Day

Para Para Sakura = Tara Tara Sakura

Ice Age = Ice Air

Tomb Raider = Tomb Radar

Titanic = Tatinic

MI 3 - Tom Cruise = M:i-3 Tom Cool

::::::

Hope these silly tissue packets made you smile! :)

Love,

Mei Lee

(bluek, wanna vomit la me)

kawan-kawan

the older we grow,

the fewer friends we have.

makes me realise...






the importance of my friends,
and I should really appreciate every friendship :)

complain post

I'm so hungry...

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and I'm so stupid- I can't understand a single thing I'm studying! o_O"

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.

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and now that I don't feel like studying anymore- I'm so lazyyyyyyyy...!!!

marriage issue again

a conversation I had with my coursemates during the Genting trip.


Innocent ML: eh, why do we have to study so hard to get our degree? We might work forever, but we won't earn as much as chicks who got married to a rich man!~!

Dunno who: But.... will you be happy?

ML: Of course, I get money to shop and play mahjong everyday without working!




hmmmm...
but come to think of it, I don't think I'll be happy if I got married to a rich man, and my life stops there.
We might complain when we have to go for classes, or have to work everyday.
But somehow it's a process that everyone have to go through, right?


I shall execute my getting-married-after-27 plan... muahahahahahha...~

ignorant me

I realised I've been very ignorant.
I don't know what happened to my friend, and only got to know after a long time...

I'm sorry for being so ignorant-
and not being there for you when you needed support.

Please forgive me...?

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

...

Maybe surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

...

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two

“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

...

Another aeroplane

Another sunny place

I’m lucky I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

...

Let me go home

I’m just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

...

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life

It’s like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

'Cause this was not your dream

But you always believed in me

...

Another winter day has come

And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

...

And I’m surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

...

Let me go home

I’ve had my run

Baby, I’m done

I gotta go home

Let me go home

It will all be all right

I’ll be home tonight

I’m coming back home

:::::

Michael Buble - Home

rojak

1. Updates about Datin Chin Mei Lee.
Sociology paper ended on Tuesday- it was my second last paper.
Next paper (International Trade) will be on the 17th, and I haven't started doing my revision, at all.
ops, sorry to bore you, hehe! :)

went to Genting yesterday (Wednesday). I had such a WONDERFUL time!
I'm beginning to understand the "best-ness" of being a university student! :)

2. She wants to introduce an equation.
Having a car = Having more responsibilities + hard-to-deal situation.

no further comment.

3. Something that she regrets.
I went shopping too many times.....

4. Something she wants to do, but unsure about it.
I don't know whether to cut my hair...

5. One word to describe this post


WU LIAO!

looks- does it really matter?

hmmm...

chin mei lee is going to give a lecture on the importance of looks in a relationship today.

heheh, not funny.

does your physical appearance really matter in a relationship?

come on, be honest.

personally, it matters to me, but I'm more concern with the connection and the "click" when I'm with that person.

I've heard funny stories- for example a boyfriend dumped his girlfriend after they started dating, because that was the first time he has seen her face without make-up. His reason? "Cannot accept her face without make-up la~ So much difference"

Personal experience - I found out my ex was talking behind my back, telling other people that I dressed like an aunty and I'm not pretty. HAHA.

and I think if a relationship started because of physical attraction (only), usually it won't last long. (not proven scientifically, own observation)

Sedih, isn't it?

I guess that's the only downside of being someone who is physically attractive- sometimes it's hard to find someone who is really sincere to you.

see, it's good to be someone who is not attractive sometimes! =D


note: not discussing about anyone in particular, just my personal opinion.

something important !

Script (important ones only, please ignore other voices)

Shing : Mei Lee your eyes are not sepet at all.

Shing (again) : your eyes are very beautiful...

*ignore ignore*

Shing (also!) : you're very beautiful! :)

Mei Lee (finally) : Shing I love you!

:::::::::::

evidence of the not-sepetness of my eyes.

see, who said my eyes are sepet!

Shing said all those, willingly. I didn't force her! really! o.O

yay yay~ my eyes are not sepet and I'm beautiful! =D

I'm beautiful, it's trueeeeeeeee...~ (thanks James Blunt, for writing the song JUST for me)

(I'm sorry Shing, please don't kill me......)

i'm alive!

mei lee is alive... AGAIN!

today's a perfect Saturday! ;-)

4 down, 2 more to go.

I meant my papers, hehe!

things didn't go my way, did badly in previous papers...

but think positively!

it's ending soon! :)

nothing much to update, you won't want to me to write about what I've studied, heheh.. (not that I remember)

to be continued!

forever.....?

why does everything seem perfect and wonderful in the first place?

and as time goes by, it will bring you back to reality...

why can't things stay the way they are?

...because human get bored easily?

frankly speaking, I'm not an understanding person.

but at times, I make myself understand, and yes, I did.

but, to understand and to (willingly) feel good about it, isn't it a bit tough?

again, I need to make myself feel good about it.




I'm tired, really.

14102007

13th October 2007

(through SMS)

Yeen : Hey, r u working tmr?

ML : Yup.. :)

Yeen : Hey, ML's working tmr. how? are we still going to her house?

(erm, I think it was NOT supposed to be sent to me)

ML : *forwards the message back to Yeen*

Yeen : .......Urgh, did I texted u?

ML : LOL ;-)

but that night itself she came to my house, exactly at 12am. *drool*

(refer to my "13102007" post)

then I received a message from Yuan Lih.

"Happy Birthday girl. sorry I can't make it tomorrow to celebrate with u, too many things going on lately."

Does it mean tomorrow (14th), she's not coming over...?

:(

Mei Lee is disappointed.

OK-lah, then I'll just go to work tomorrow. (reluctantly)

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14th October 2007

Mission Mengintai si Prerempuan Cantik (= Mei Lee) Mandi

*bathing bathing...*

suddenly...

"Mei Lee....~"

-_-" !!!

*kept quiet, takut perasan*

"Mei Leeeeeeeeee...~"

WHAT?!!!

HELP!.. segerombolan manusia is here!

they entered the house, Mei Lee is panic! -_-"

wearing a typical home shirt (luckily it's not koyak-ed), a super ugly floral pants (luckily it doesn't have hole) and worst of all...... A TURBAN!!! (it's actually a towel used to "wrap" my hair)

NO! I'm not posting any of those pictures here!!!

oh, that was an embarassing moment. hehhehehehehhhee...~

after a "Cake ceremony", hehe we went to Chilli's KLCC (reason: they give free cake for birthday people!)

Mei Lee without the turban :p

everyone :)

and I was late for work- I mean really late (= 3 hours) -_-"

but what matters more is, I had a great time :)

BIGGGGG hug to Yeen, Wendy Yuan Lih, So-P, expressionlessCaryn, Amanda, Yheng Mun, Yie, Siok Kin, and Wei Ling :) I'm sorry that I've got go leave early...

:::::::

On the same day, after work we went to Feeling Cafe (If I didn't remember the name wrongly). guess what, the owner is Michael Wong (Guan Liang). Cis I've made a wish to meet him that night, tak jadi pun!@!

a very nice painting I wanted to steal :p



another bunch of people I wish to thank :)

In conclusion, I had a great 20th birthday! :) really.

I mean I thought I'm going to have a really, lonely one.

A BIG thank you to everybody, I'm sorry that I didn't have time to text every single person, but from the bottom of my heart, I do appreciate everything that have been done. You all have definitely made my day! :)

and thanks for the presents and cake as well. I needed 5 days to finish everything, hehe!

Mei Lee is a lucky girl. thank God.

THANKS EVERYONE! :-)

adui...

I wanted to continue blogging about the bday..

but it seems like something's wrong with blogspot -_-"

cis, takde alasan to curi tulang from studying...

I'm so lost... helpPpppPPPpp!~ :s

13102007

eLLo everybody! =)

I'm blogging about my birthday... again.

BUT, this time is not syok sendiri, it's syok sama-sama, hehe! =D

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Part I - with Telelinkers

Once I've reached office, June (my colleague) gave me a bouquet of roses.

Guess who gave the roses? the boy from China :)

such beautiful flowers, thanks June :)

and of course, thanks Mr Oh...

and after work, we went to makan! :)

from right: wei ee, mei lee and lu ee

(it rhymes!)

the jejaka's - from right: wilson, foo, lion king, edmund

she's just like my big sister - June.

thanks for everything :)

Just wanna say a BIG thank you to Keong, June, Kar Whye, Sandy, Wei Ee, Lu Ee, Edmund, Lionel, Foo, Reena, Wilson and Ah Fai for being there to celebrate my birthday. I had a great time that night. And thanks for the presents as well :)

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Part II - Mission Kacau Mei Lee at 12 am

on the phone..

Ai Leng (from Kedah): Hello, Happy Birthday! I wanna be the first to wish you!

Mei Lee: Thanksssss.. but it's not even 12 yet!

Ai Leng: eh, try to look outside your gate.

Mei Lee: Got what?

Ai Leng: errr... call you back later!

*Mei Lee opens the gate, ops nampak 3 manusia standing outside!*

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SURPRISE!!! "

it's Faye, Sok Fon, and Yeen! :)

then we went to McD (cause it's near my house mah). and then the cake comes...

mei lee is officially 20! :(

(they say... Welcome to the club!)

ML and Faye :)

she named me as 'mata sepet' in her phonebook.

ML and Fon, I <3>

perempuan paling baik di dunia- Yeen <3

all of us :)

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..

...

and when they were sending me home, Yeen gave me two handmade cards, which I think are the most perfect handmade cards I've ever received! thanks so much *hugs*

.

xxx advertisement xxx

she gave me 2 cards, one of them was last year's card, she forgot to give it to me -_-" *

the happy mei lee :)

to be continued...

we wee weeeee...~

happy birthday to me..

happy birthday to me...

happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...~

happy birthday to me.... :)

*kiss on my fingers, then place it on my cheek*

=D

I'm so sorry that you'll have to be tortured by my syoK SenDiri celebration for the coming days :)

angry mum

what should I do if mummy is angry?


1) act angry also?

2) do house chores?

3) ..... or buy her present to bribe her? =D


hmmm....

but..
if she calls, just to remind me to be careful of bones when I'm eating the fish...
I shall assume everything's OK, right?

:)

i am back !

stupid mei lee... what have you been doing.. didn't update blog for sooo long ?!

kekekekekke...

my study break begins today! (well, at least I assume there's no more lectures)

ok, am trying to get your attention by showing my very first 20th birthday present!

hahah, incase you're wondering, this is my very first G-string!

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and the culprits a.k.a the ham sap-ers :

my roommates: from right Rui Min, Que and I

note: those bags are not mine ya, they make me hold for them wan!~

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and that night itself went back home to celebrate mum's xxth birthday...

heheheh...

look at her pai seh face after receiving flowers from my dad...

happy birthday mummy :)

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.

and the day is finally here...

he's leaving...

"we stay strong together, ya?"

The Great Depression

this is a map.

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HA HA HA !

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map of China.

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CHINA

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i hate this place.

it takes away my birthday,

and gives me a lonely birthday.

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=(

bee bee

mei lee is busy...



busy....



and busy....


don't even know what I'm busy with...


and mei lee's gonna be feeling lonely, again :(

it's Sunday now, time is 01:27 am.

feeling exhausted after having a "short" badminton session. haha I'm seriously getting old, can't even stand after playing for 20 minutes.

many things are playing on my mind now- coming test on Monday which I haven't started studying at all, some other things... which I think might sound too petty for most of you.

I'm inspired to write something about this l-o-v-e thing.

people told me that in love, there's no wrong or right.
sometimes when we hear something, it might sound totally wrong for us. we might ask "how can she do this?" "don't he have a girlfriend.."

but,

try being in their shoes.

I think when somebody is in love, they will definitely be blinded. most of the time, they realise what they are doing is wrong, but the "love" thing forces them to continue what they're doing, despite what people say about them.

I feel sorry for these people, and sometimes even admire them for being determined to be with someone they love. It's not easy, but I think in the end, it's the happiness (maybe not) and being with the person they love that counts.

good luck :)

it's all coming back to me now

I've been through it...


although it was very tough, I'm happy and relieved that I've gone through it...


I thought it will never happen again.


I was really happy for a few days...


but now...


it's happening again, and I'm not sure I can go through this again...

perhaps, the best way to be loved by someone is by loving people around them.

but, sometimes it's just not enough...

my new "best" friend

I would love to introduce my newly-found best friends, who have been with me throughout previous weeks- day and night.

...

even when I'm sleeping I dream of them.

...

when I eat I eat with them infront of me.

...

they are definitely man's best companion.

not forgetting the datelines...

in case you're wondering, it's my lecturer's face on the calendar

to remind me of her 24/7.

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O.o "

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I'm going to name my first son Cournot, second one Stackelberg and youngest son Bertrand. no girls' name...... yet.

(in case you're wondering again, those are names of models in my microeconomics assignment)

sigh.

S.O.S.

*yawn*

I'm doing my assignment.

and I don't feel like doing it. (who feels like doing assignment lar Ms. Chin)

malasnyer...



have you heard of the song "I finally found someone" by Bryan Adams and ???
( I have no idea of who's that ??? )


I think it will be a perfect wedding song.

listening to it makes me feel like getting married *muaHAHhhahaHa!*

download it :)

people say...


absence makes the heart grow fonder.


actually, will it be...





out of sight, out of mind?

i miss u, rui min and que

back in my first year, i had 2 roommates.

Que, first year, studying Counselling

Rui Min, fourth year, studying Ecology and Biodiversity.

honestly, I didn't like Que in the first place because she looked fierce.

and I didn't like Rui Min either, because she entered the room late and dump all my worn trouses on my bed (I was using her cupboard before she came in)

.

but after months of staying together (despite the fact that I go home every week), we treated each other like own family members, and they were there for me everytime I need them-

I was having a tough time getting used to the university environment, always falling sick without my mum's "leong sui" (herbal tea), they took really good care of me :)

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from right: Rui Min, Que and I during the CC trip.

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I wrote this and pasted it on our board in the room, Que wrote the "u dun perasan" thingy :)

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I've moved out from hostel in my second semester (for some personal reasons), and Rui Min moved out cause she finished her course, leaving Que alone in the room. (but she finally moved into another room with another friend)

today...

Rui Min is graduating after 4 years of studying.

and I didn't attend her convocation.

I'm sorry dear, diarrhoea didn't come at the right time.

I'm so sorry...

and thank you so much for taking care of us (Que and I) during the time we stayed together.

you've been like a big sister to us, and will always be.

Fatimah is dedicating this post to beloved Lee Yoke Que and Panda Rui Min.

*hugs and kisses*

i miss you.

just tell me that u miss me :p

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY

SORRY


sorry everyone, for not updating the blog and make you suffer by missing me... kekekeke


have been busy with tests, pilling up assignment (er, actually this is not very true cause i haven't really started :p ), working, sleeping, eating etc etc..



and driving lessons perhaps...??? =)



this shall lead you to my very first update... =)

JENG JENG JENG !!!

wish came true i think :)

but it is still not on the road yet, chinmeilee is having her driving lessons with daddy (again, and for your information i'm not a P license holder anymore!). hmm, need some courage to drive again i guess.

truthfully, I'm just feeling so thankful. after being a parasite for uncountable years, I am finally driving on my own! :) taking this golden opportunity to thank my ex-driverSsss.. I shall repay you guys.. hehehe

happy belated birthday EXPRESSIONLESS Chia :)

we had a wonderful dinner that night, and expressionless, you looked beautiful that night :)

ok, this gives me an opportunity to announce something.

remember the disaster I was telling you? (refer to previous post)

as you can see in the picture, I did cut my hair... this time it's really short (for my standard)

although many say I don't really look good in it..

and I even got names like Cleopatra, Ms. Egypt, China doll, Japanese Doll etc etc..

but I'm glad I had the courage to chop it off! :)

and now I'm really missing my long hair, just gotta keep waiting for a year, I suppose.

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ok, 3 updates in one post, I'm good hoh?

ngek ngek ngek =D

and gan li, I'm still aLive! wo siang nian ni :(

lost..... and still lost

this morning, chin mei lee went for a workshop called Take Charge!, which is supposed to prepare us before doing our internship.

in one of the modules, all of us were required to fill up these 4 components :

1. myself
2. my family
3. my university
4. my career

to write down precisely what we want in these 4 important aspects of our life.

motivational talks never work for Ms. Chin, but this one kept me thinking almost the whole day...

i took quite some time to think of what I really want in life, and I've failed tremendously.

hoping that it's not too late to realise, I actually have no idea of what I want, AT ALL.

just wondering whether it's normal to forget what you've always wanted when you were in primary school. remember the yellow card where we're supposed to write down our ambitions? I remember writing Teacher (which is totally impossible now), Businesswoman and Lawyer (I choose to drop this too-ambitious ambition).

sometimes I truly hope I will have those determination to succeed in life, back to me again. I realised that I don't really wanna get married... too soon *wink* But it's like I've lost my direction, just doing my degree without knowing what I really want. the feeling is torturing me, so much. some might say "aiya, it's normal wan la, at this stage of life you're still unsure what you want".

But I don't want to continue being lost. I don't want to be distracted, but I don't deny the fact that I do get distracted very easily and therefore, will tend to forget what I want... always. I want to be back on track, I don't want to regret after graduation.

oh mei lee, stop complaining...

anyway, some of you might have watched this. just want to share. left me in tears today :(

Kiss- Because I'm A Girl.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jgnkud7oXhA

if you're reading this, start thinking of what you want, and take action. don't be like me. sigh sigh... (told ya, the talk really worked on me...)

facts about me

sometimes...

when I talk non-stop, it doesn't mean I'm a person who don't take things seriously.

when I don't study in front of you, it doesn't mean I don't study for the exam @ I often don't do my work.

just because I am always laughing and smiling, it doesn't mean I don't have temper, and most importantly, feeling. I am a normal human, too.

when I always make stupid-and-not funny joke, and laugh at myself, it doesn't mean that I am a happy-go-lucky person and therefore, don't have things to worry about. I might have more of it than you.

when my eyes are watery, it's not the dust or I'm sleepy - I am crying.

when I care about you and treat you nicely, I don't expect the same from you. at least just show to me that you know I'm doing something.

and when I didn't do something that you expect from me, I'm sorry, I have my own reasons.

when I'm quiet and stopped talking, don't make fun of me. My mind is thinking about some other things.

my first time......

i had my first time today...


the experience is... felt nervous, very hot, very very sweaty, but had lots of disappointment...


i don't like it, probably will give up and never do it anymore...









i walked all the way... under the hot burning sun just to hear a sentence

"Sorry, we don't entertain internships"

~_~ !!!

and it was through intercommmmmmmm or whatever thing you called it!!!

my first time gone, and i don't know whether i will have the courage to do the second time...

=(

disastrous post

i've created another disaster.

will let you people know soon.

=(

down to negative

today's not a good day for me.

mixture of feelings, beginning to feel the stress.. don't know who to turn to.

you know what i think is the worst thing one can experience?
some people get very depressed when they found out that somebody dislike them.
i used to have that kind of feeling, cried miserably for few nights back in Form 2, when i found out that one of my classmates dislike me. and after that i realised there's nothing to be depressed about, you can't please everyone, so just do whatever that makes you feel comfortable. but a normal person will feel depressed i guess, so i am actually normally distributed. *wink*

back to my point.
i think the worst thing that can happen to someone, is when they start to dislike herself.

if they don't love themselves for who they are, who will?


many told me i have changed.

changed for better or for worse, i don't know.

i know changes in a person are inevitable; but it becomes a self-conflict when i dislike the new me, and want to be back to the previous me. (although i think both are equally bad person)
and when all these happen, i feel unhappy all the time, and worse still, low self-esteem.
the thing is, i forced myself to turn back into the "old" one, when i am already a "new" person.


silly, huh?

shoes i wear to uni

on usual days...

but I'm feeling poor today...

MUAhhhHAHAHHAHAHhaa...~

you guys must be cursing me for such stupid post...

sorrie, just trying to keep myself awake, hehe! =)

the rich-and-poor theory

i have a theory to introduce.

but, no criticism will be accepted.

hehehehehehehhehehehehhehehehhh....



you know why rich people will be rich forever, and poor people will be poor forever?
or let's put it this way; rich people will get richer and poor people will get poorer? (isn't it the same...)


Assumption : 1 rich person, 1 poor person.

Rich get to study in a good school/college/university.

Good school = Expensive = Most rich people will study there

therefore, Rich meets mooooooooooore rich peoplesssssssss in school.

Rich make friends with rich people.

Rich girl pak toh with Rich Boy.

Rich girl got married to Rich boy = another rich family.

After having children, the child is also rich. oh you Little Richie.

and the cycle goes on and on.

just replace the word "Rich" to "Poor", and you'll have another Poor story.

disagree?

can't deny the fact that if poor people work hard enough (and i mean extra hard compared to rich people) , poor can be rich too! :)

but how many people actually have that kind of high-level determination, perseverance etc etc?



hmmmmmmmmm...

don't blame me, okay?
just some silly thoughts which popped up during my horrible journey back home this evening.

the weather is terrible these few days..

feels like I'm falling sick (I hope)

an hour feels like a day now.

call me dependent but that is exactly what I'm feeling right now.

and it's always raining, especially when I'm feeling down.

maybe He knows what I'm going through and wants me to know that I'm not alone?

=)